Chapter 16
I locked lips with him and everything stopped, I heard nothing else just the sound of my heart, I felt nothing else just my lips on his, at 7:00 Friday day night, I had my first kiss, with my monster. I broke off the kiss, not waiting a second I ran to the gate and went inside, he didn't call back, I must have made a fool out of myself.
I went to bed immediately, not that am tired, I just need to be alone, I touched my lips as I lay down, he tasted like vanilla, I still feel his lips, cause mine keep throbbing.
"How will I face him on Monday," I said, how frustrating, I screamed into my pillow, I feel like exploding, I remember clearly when he said he has never fallen in love.
"Am hopeless," I said, I smiled as I remembered the basketball, I went on a date with Kevin but actually had fun with Eric. When I told him Kevin called it wasn't because I needed help, I just want to keep talking to him. He really gave me a fairytale, I remembered his well-chiseled abs and my face heats up, am having a not so innocent thought, I giggled and rolled around on my bed.
"Seem from Monday I will avoid you, but for now at least let me bask in this memory," I said and touched my lips, am so not brushing till Monday.
When I woke up on Monday, I felt lazy to go school, am so embarrassed to see him, at the same time I want to see him so much like a pressed person needs the restroom.
"Are you not going to school?" my mom asked me as she saw me reluctantly walked out from my room.
"Feeling a bit under the weather," I lied, am just in a dilemma,
"If it's that bad you can stay home and I will get the doctor over," she said and that just helped me make up my mind.
"It's not that bad, I can survive," I said and went back to prepare, I hate doctors, anything related to the hospital.
"OK go dress up, I will fix breakfast," she said, over the weekend I kept creating scenarios where I meet Eric, and all the scenario I made ended up with me embarrassing myself the more
After my breakfast I left for school, I already made up my mind to avoid going to our spot, I will avoid him as much as I can, and I will make sure not to have eye contact with him. I took a deep breath and went inside the school, I made sure not to look sideways, I don't want to accidentally see him, looking at me now, am like a terminator walking to kill her target.
"Cool it girl with your robotic walk," Amina said coming beside me, so it was that noticeable.
"Sorry, was lost in thought," I said, she just shrugged.
"They're here," she said, I regretted looking cause that moment I saw Eric coming down from the bus, our eyes met and I gasped, I turn and ran, literally I ran.
Everybody kept looking my way, how embarrassing, I held myself from breathing for I fear I might cry if I breath, I rushed to the girls' room. I finally breath, what to do, I won't mind spending the rest of my day here, why didn't I hold myself, why did I kiss him. It's not my fault, he called me with that romantic voice, what did he expect.
I left the restroom cause I heard some noise outside, it was the same as the day in the canteen. I slowly came outside, the crowd has gathered, I shoved at them to see what's happening. I first saw Kevin on the ground with a bloody face, and Eric was towering over him.
"What" I screamed and Eric's snapped his neck towards me,
"He attacked him for no reason," Kelly said, am confused, what would've happened.
"Since Friday, when Eric came back he has been in a foul mood," Richie said, does he hate the fact I kissed him that much, what have I done.
"Eric" I muttered, I felt my feet moved forward, I should apologize for making him so angry. Before I could take a step closer the soldiers took down Eric, they cuffed him and dragged him away, now out of my own selfishness I became the architecture of his punishment yet again.
"Where are they taking him to?" I asked
"Camp," Richie answered sadly and walked away with Amina, I watch as they took him away, slowly the student dispersed, I stood rooted to the ground with a broken heart. I never knew I would have my first heartbreak two days after my first kiss.
Slowly the field was empty and am alone weeping, I feel so guilty, I should've thought twice before laying one on him.
I went to class and all that was taught that day was a waste cause I heard nothing, worse I really became sick.
I locked lips with him and everything stopped, I heard nothing else just the sound of my heart, I felt nothing else just my lips on his, at 7:00 Friday day night, I had my first kiss, with my monster. I broke off the kiss, not waiting a second I ran to the gate and went inside, he didn't call back, I must have made a fool out of myself.
I went to bed immediately, not that am tired, I just need to be alone, I touched my lips as I lay down, he tasted like vanilla, I still feel his lips, cause mine keep throbbing.
"How will I face him on Monday," I said, how frustrating, I screamed into my pillow, I feel like exploding, I remember clearly when he said he has never fallen in love.
"Am hopeless," I said, I smiled as I remembered the basketball, I went on a date with Kevin but actually had fun with Eric. When I told him Kevin called it wasn't because I needed help, I just want to keep talking to him. He really gave me a fairytale, I remembered his well-chiseled abs and my face heats up, am having a not so innocent thought, I giggled and rolled around on my bed.
"Seem from Monday I will avoid you, but for now at least let me bask in this memory," I said and touched my lips, am so not brushing till Monday.
When I woke up on Monday, I felt lazy to go school, am so embarrassed to see him, at the same time I want to see him so much like a pressed person needs the restroom.
"Are you not going to school?" my mom asked me as she saw me reluctantly walked out from my room.
"Feeling a bit under the weather," I lied, am just in a dilemma,
"If it's that bad you can stay home and I will get the doctor over," she said and that just helped me make up my mind.
"It's not that bad, I can survive," I said and went back to prepare, I hate doctors, anything related to the hospital.
"OK go dress up, I will fix breakfast," she said, over the weekend I kept creating scenarios where I meet Eric, and all the scenario I made ended up with me embarrassing myself the more
After my breakfast I left for school, I already made up my mind to avoid going to our spot, I will avoid him as much as I can, and I will make sure not to have eye contact with him. I took a deep breath and went inside the school, I made sure not to look sideways, I don't want to accidentally see him, looking at me now, am like a terminator walking to kill her target.
"Cool it girl with your robotic walk," Amina said coming beside me, so it was that noticeable.
"Sorry, was lost in thought," I said, she just shrugged.
"They're here," she said, I regretted looking cause that moment I saw Eric coming down from the bus, our eyes met and I gasped, I turn and ran, literally I ran.
Everybody kept looking my way, how embarrassing, I held myself from breathing for I fear I might cry if I breath, I rushed to the girls' room. I finally breath, what to do, I won't mind spending the rest of my day here, why didn't I hold myself, why did I kiss him. It's not my fault, he called me with that romantic voice, what did he expect.
I left the restroom cause I heard some noise outside, it was the same as the day in the canteen. I slowly came outside, the crowd has gathered, I shoved at them to see what's happening. I first saw Kevin on the ground with a bloody face, and Eric was towering over him.
"What" I screamed and Eric's snapped his neck towards me,
"He attacked him for no reason," Kelly said, am confused, what would've happened.
"Since Friday, when Eric came back he has been in a foul mood," Richie said, does he hate the fact I kissed him that much, what have I done.
"Eric" I muttered, I felt my feet moved forward, I should apologize for making him so angry. Before I could take a step closer the soldiers took down Eric, they cuffed him and dragged him away, now out of my own selfishness I became the architecture of his punishment yet again.
"Where are they taking him to?" I asked
"Camp," Richie answered sadly and walked away with Amina, I watch as they took him away, slowly the student dispersed, I stood rooted to the ground with a broken heart. I never knew I would have my first heartbreak two days after my first kiss.
Slowly the field was empty and am alone weeping, I feel so guilty, I should've thought twice before laying one on him.
I went to class and all that was taught that day was a waste cause I heard nothing, worse I really became sick.
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