Chapter 24
I felt him move back,I leaned forward, am determined, nothing can change it, even the fact he seem to be thinking another thing, he kept avoiding until his back touched the bed and I on top him, the best position if you ask me. I then move to kiss him again but his words crumble my walls revealing the emotions I have fought so hard to hide.
"If this is your way to fight or avoid grieve, am not going to be a part of it" he said as he made move to push me up, he stopped as he saw the tears streaming down. He then placed me on his face and gently stroke my hair.
"Its better than the emotionless character" he said as I soaked his white shirt.
"My baby died" I said in between sobs as it dawn on me "after all this, I still lost him" I said as I recall the insult and how our parents abandoned us, even now they're not here, except for Lydia who visited.
"Am sorry" he said as he stroke me giving me the best feeling of comfort. We laid there for what feels like forever as I pour my hearts out, he kept consoling me, his heart beats felt like lullaby as I drifted off to sleep while listening to it.
I woke up still in the same position, I looked at the window the stars are out, that shows its midnight, I felt so comfortable, I never want to leave.
"You're awake" his deep voice came through, I gasped, I thought he's asleep, after kissing him am now embarrassed to face him, I justed nodded not looking up to see his face.
"Why didn't you go to your room when I slept off" I asked,
"Cause you gripped on me so tight, whenever I try to move, you hold tighter, and you look so peaceful sleeping I didn't want to forcefully leave in other not to wake you" I smiled, I looked at my hand to see its still gripping on his shirt. I wonder how much his arms will be hurting since I used it as my pillow while he's in an uncomfortable position.
"Are you hungry" I asked. Hoping he will say yes, so I will use the opportunity to leave, though I really don't want to.
"No, but can sit up, let me stretch myself" he said and I instantly sat up like I was shocked, he chuckled and stood up and stretched himself, he went to the toilet, I wonder how long he have been holding it. I then stood up and went to the kitchen, am not still that strong to move around but I can manage.
I was sipping my tea with a lot of things going through my mind, now the baby is gone, where does that leave us, will he still see me as a challenge, will my parents accept me if I go back, do I even want to go back, what of his parents. I was lost in though I didn't see when he came in.
"Don't worry too much, I wouldn't want you getting old on me" he said, I didn't fail to read between the lines, growing old together.
"Now you have finally poured out your emotions, how do you feel' he asked.
"A lot better" I answered, I heated up immediately I remembered what happened earlier, I touched my lips and slowly look up to see him looking at me, I instantly looked away and kept my gaze on the flower beside the TV.
"Don't make me jealous of the flower with the way you look at it" he said clearly amused.
I gave him a sting eyes making him chuckle more, don't worry love, am happy you're back. I froze, he just called me love, he called me love the day of labour, it helped ease my pain, I thought he was just petting me, but him repeating the gesture now, especially when he's just less than a few feet's away made my stomach somersault with a sweet bone chilling sensation.
We stayed up gisting, I laughed, I later insisted we watch a Korea drama, half way through the first episode I heard his slight snore.
I turn to see him asleep beside me, I watched him as he sleep, he is so handsome I can't describe it all, his perfect jawline, thick eyebrows, his breards is out giving him a badass look, I guess he didn't have time to shave it with all these I put him through. I sighed, I then moved to wake him since sleeping here will make him Cram if he wakes up in the morning. I stopped at first step as I heard him mutter, yea its funny he talks in his sleep, mostly repeating some dialogue he had with customers, it amuses me so I waited to hear what he have to say this time. What he said will forever remain in my heart since its what I can only dream of.
"I love you Tonia, I love you" he muttered and I froze
I felt him move back,I leaned forward, am determined, nothing can change it, even the fact he seem to be thinking another thing, he kept avoiding until his back touched the bed and I on top him, the best position if you ask me. I then move to kiss him again but his words crumble my walls revealing the emotions I have fought so hard to hide.
"If this is your way to fight or avoid grieve, am not going to be a part of it" he said as he made move to push me up, he stopped as he saw the tears streaming down. He then placed me on his face and gently stroke my hair.
"Its better than the emotionless character" he said as I soaked his white shirt.
"My baby died" I said in between sobs as it dawn on me "after all this, I still lost him" I said as I recall the insult and how our parents abandoned us, even now they're not here, except for Lydia who visited.
"Am sorry" he said as he stroke me giving me the best feeling of comfort. We laid there for what feels like forever as I pour my hearts out, he kept consoling me, his heart beats felt like lullaby as I drifted off to sleep while listening to it.
I woke up still in the same position, I looked at the window the stars are out, that shows its midnight, I felt so comfortable, I never want to leave.
"You're awake" his deep voice came through, I gasped, I thought he's asleep, after kissing him am now embarrassed to face him, I justed nodded not looking up to see his face.
"Why didn't you go to your room when I slept off" I asked,
"Cause you gripped on me so tight, whenever I try to move, you hold tighter, and you look so peaceful sleeping I didn't want to forcefully leave in other not to wake you" I smiled, I looked at my hand to see its still gripping on his shirt. I wonder how much his arms will be hurting since I used it as my pillow while he's in an uncomfortable position.
"Are you hungry" I asked. Hoping he will say yes, so I will use the opportunity to leave, though I really don't want to.
"No, but can sit up, let me stretch myself" he said and I instantly sat up like I was shocked, he chuckled and stood up and stretched himself, he went to the toilet, I wonder how long he have been holding it. I then stood up and went to the kitchen, am not still that strong to move around but I can manage.
I was sipping my tea with a lot of things going through my mind, now the baby is gone, where does that leave us, will he still see me as a challenge, will my parents accept me if I go back, do I even want to go back, what of his parents. I was lost in though I didn't see when he came in.
"Don't worry too much, I wouldn't want you getting old on me" he said, I didn't fail to read between the lines, growing old together.
"Now you have finally poured out your emotions, how do you feel' he asked.
"A lot better" I answered, I heated up immediately I remembered what happened earlier, I touched my lips and slowly look up to see him looking at me, I instantly looked away and kept my gaze on the flower beside the TV.
"Don't make me jealous of the flower with the way you look at it" he said clearly amused.
I gave him a sting eyes making him chuckle more, don't worry love, am happy you're back. I froze, he just called me love, he called me love the day of labour, it helped ease my pain, I thought he was just petting me, but him repeating the gesture now, especially when he's just less than a few feet's away made my stomach somersault with a sweet bone chilling sensation.
We stayed up gisting, I laughed, I later insisted we watch a Korea drama, half way through the first episode I heard his slight snore.
I turn to see him asleep beside me, I watched him as he sleep, he is so handsome I can't describe it all, his perfect jawline, thick eyebrows, his breards is out giving him a badass look, I guess he didn't have time to shave it with all these I put him through. I sighed, I then moved to wake him since sleeping here will make him Cram if he wakes up in the morning. I stopped at first step as I heard him mutter, yea its funny he talks in his sleep, mostly repeating some dialogue he had with customers, it amuses me so I waited to hear what he have to say this time. What he said will forever remain in my heart since its what I can only dream of.
"I love you Tonia, I love you" he muttered and I froze
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