Sacrifice

Chapter 5
Paul kept me company and I felt sad for him, for even as he's here trying his beat to please me, I use every opportunity I have to look for Peter.
"You looking for Peter right" he asked with a moody tone, I felt bad, I still nodded.
"Sure, I will take you to him" he said and my face lit up "that's when you're done with your drink" he said, I looked at my drink, realizing I've only took one sip, I decided to gulp it down.
"Slowly, else I feel sad that you want to get rid of me" he said, I decided to oblige him by drinking slowly.
"Good, let's walk as you drink, for it might be my last good memory with you" he said smiling, I looked at him, he instantly looked more matured, and brighter, maybe I would've fallen for him had I first met him, I smiled and and he return the gesture.
"Peter have always get things easily, he never really tried" he said, as we walk slowly "we will soon be sitting our jamb, I know for Peter, its just fulfill all right, for he will surely get his scholarship" he said, his voice was mixtureof admiration and envy. I took his hands and squeezed it.
"You also will get it, I know, nobody works harder than you" I said, its true, while Peter appears lazy and I have never seen him tried in anything, I always see Paul struggle to make himself better than he was.
"You're an embodiment of hardworking" I said and he smile, he looked at our intertwined hands, and back to me
"Let's go" he said not leaving me, I decided to go along, I dropped my empty cup, as I felt a slight sensation burning in my stomach, at first I thought its the excitement of seeing Peter.
As time goes on I found out its not the excitement, I felt my hand squeezing tighter to Paul's hand as the sensation burn throughout my whole body, he led me to Peters room.
"Here is his room" he said, spreading his free arm, at this point am more in tune with the throbbing am feeling, I moan a little as claps my legs together, I know what the burning desire is.
"Are you alright" Paul asked looking concerned, I looked at him, why here with him, the room is dark that serves as invitation, why here and why him why now, I squirmed, I want to leave my brain wants me to leave but every fibre in my body is burning for one single desire, a man's touch.
"Tonia" he said coming closer, like he wants to inspect what's wrong, I felt his warm breath fans my face, I inhaled, what started as a slight sensation is now a burning desire for a mans touch.
"Are you..." I sealed his mouth with a kiss, I let myself go on him, am not a virgin but my heart is telling me to stop but the desire burns stronger, like a dog in heat. I felts him move in sync with me, he stood straight as I let him guild me since he knew the room the most, I felt myself hit a soft surface, bed.
I guess no going back since I felt my hand unlocking his shirt, he moans as my finger graze him, I can still hear the music from outside, I wish someone will barge in and stop this cause on my own am weak against my canal desire.
"What a funny turn out of event" he whispered
"Shut up, and get to it" I said trying to cut any pride he's getting since it doesn't seat right with me,
"With pleasure" he said as he moved inside me, I felt a tears slide out from my eyes, with each movement I felt myself closer to exploding,
"Peter" I moaned, I felt him stop only to dig deeper, his angry, he changed he got faster and the more he goes the more I near my explosion. Not long after I felt the desire died down, what made me had such a burning desire is still unknown and never have I had such before, our cloth was still on us, I stood up immediately and arranged myself and head to the door. Should be thankful that nobody came or should I be sad. One thing for sure is am sad about what happened.
"Where does this leave us" I heard him said as I near the door, I stopped but didn't turn to him
"Its nothing, its a one time mistake, not happening again" I said and left not wanting to hear any of his word again, am trying my best not to cry, am feeling disgusted
"Tonia" I froze as I heard my name, its Peter, I can recognise the voice even from a deep sleep, I turned to look at him. He have his innocent look, like he's not of this world, I couldn't bring myself to talk to him so I turned back and left as quick as I can.