Chapter 15
The kiss got heated and I felt myself moving us towards my bed, you can clearly notice she is armature with the way she kisses but can still feel the hunger she has, I don't mind satiating the hunger and being her mentor. Once we hit bed something unexpected happen, a memory of miracle flashed on my mind, and it is when she was angry at me for saying I wanted to be like Henry, I jerked up from bed surprising Ada.
"We shouldn't be doing this," I said panting, it made Ada cowered as she sat up and lowered her head.
"I know, I don't know what's wrong with me, I even know of your playboy life, but I can't keep you out of my mind," she said and I heard her sobbing, how innocent, I sighed and came closer.
"I can understand, but you don't love me, you admire me, am like the whole package, but dear am not someone you would like to be with, your heart can't endure it," I said, she looked at me with her wet eyes. I know she will find love, someone better but now she has to focus on her life cause I don't want her to mess her life up.
"What am I going to do," she asked truthfully I don't know but it's my duty to reply her.
"Focus on yourself, invest your time in being the best of yourself, don't think of guys not even me, make yourself someone that can't easily be reached, make the guys crawl on their feet" I said, I know if she take my advice it will make her better but it will also make her reject boys offer and make it difficult for her to experience love life. But it's best for now.
"Thanks, Boss," she said wiping her tears "Truthfully, you're my first crush" she giggled "for a playboy, you sure give a piece of nice advice," she said smiling I smiled too.
"Cause I have to take care of you," I said and she smiles then stood up to leave, its the best option, she then turns as she reached the door.
"You should also take your own advice," She said and left.
I slumped on the bed as I once again thanked miracle for the safe, I wonder what she will think of me now, suddenly I feel so dirty. I slept off tonight only to continue seeing Miracle in my dreams.
At today's tutor Ada listened earnestly, well that's her usual character but she left immediately after the session, I guess she's avoiding me, its better that way as long as she handles the feelings she has for me.
I meant Jennifer on my way back, she is a girl I met at Koffi, I already had her so am no longer interested in having her again, the fact is am no longer interested in having anyone, I rather go back to the past and spend a day with Miracle.
"Hi Harry," She said as we got close.
"Hello Jenny" I replied,
"You're avoiding me" she stated it's true, am avoiding everybody,
"Am dealing with some stuff lately" I answered, she scoffed.
"Don't forget to have fun no matter the stuff" she Said and walked away, that's the thing about Jenny, she's all about the fun, unfortunately, I need more than that.
I went home tired, though I did nothing out of the ordinary, am just tired, after eating and resting I brought out my diary to update it.
Dear Dairy
Saying it bluntly, am bored, the game is getting too lame, I easily get girls, no challenge, no fun just party, and having slept with several girls, they all taste the same, none of them is enough to rival my first day and its quite disappointing. I never thought I would say this, I miss my old days when I can be at the library and not have girls all over me, or sit alone in one of school bench and enjoy the quietness.
Another thing I have been thinking of Miracle lately, I really need someone close to share my experience with, I tried searching her up on facebook, I found many Miracle but not her or maybe I did but couldn't recognize her or I gave up before her profile came up.
Miracle brought out the best in me, always helping me and fighting my battles, I was such a weakling then. I never mind getting behind her when my bullies came, but even with all her strength, she knows when to run and avoid a fight. She said it better to run than end up in the hospital, luckily I got stronger after she left, I guess I was just angry so whoever crosses my path get trashed, am also trashed as well but fighting earned me respect so the bullies left me.
I once got angry when our teacher said that Miracle won't play the role of my Queen in our school drama that Vicky is more beautiful, its true Vicky is really pretty but Miracle is a beautiful soul, that makes her a million times prettier than Vicky, if only they saw what I see every day in her. I refused the King role with the excuse that I might not make it that day.
Miracle has always been that ray of sunshine to me if only I have ways to contact her she would really brighten my day. Most times I wonder if she was my first crush or just friend, we were too young to understand the feelings of the heart. I hope to bring back the fun to my life diary, bye for now.
I closed it up and called Henry, he picked up after the second ring.
"Hello Cuz" He answered in a sad tone.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Ada found out about my life" he replied, that was the last thing he wanted, "and I have even stopped that life, it's this stupid Clair that caused it" he fumed
"Who's Clair?" I asked.
"The first girl you saw making out with me" he replied and I started laughing "not funny man"
"Finally you got the name right," I said and he just hissed "what happened?" I asked.
"I stopped meeting her or any other girl for that matter, other girls stopped pestering me but she didn't" he sighed "so yesterday I was with Ada playing game having the best time, the idiot barged it, Mirabel forgot to lock the door as she left" Mirabel is his kid sister, she is back with their parents
"When she walked in seeing me with Ada, she started spewing nonsense and Ada asked who she was, instead of her to just say her name and go, she started talking how she is one of my girlfriend and how I have lots of girls and stuff, how I play around" I can sense his frustration
"Dude I spent a lot of effort to hide that part of me from Ada," he said and I know.
"Then why didn't you deny it," I asked not that it's the right thing.
"I could've, but I think it's best she knows the truth, she left my house in tears and has refused to see me or pick my calls, I wonder why she's angry she's not even my girlfriend, why am i even angry and sad, in fact, I don't care" he stated
"She's angry because she feels something for you, you hid it from her because you also have feelings for her that's why you're also mad now," I said, I predicted this.
"I feel nothing for her, she is just a friend's sister," he said still lying to himself.
"One day you will accept the truth," I said and heard him sigh
"So what's up with your life?" he asked, I shrugged.
"Nothing much, just hoping to get it interesting since the life of a player no longer interests me," I said and he giggles.
"I can understand bro," he said, we talked more about movies before hanging up.
One day he will realize and accept his feelings for Ada I hope it won't be too late then, I jealous him at least he has someone to stir up his feelings and get him mad, I don't have such person now, sadly.
The kiss got heated and I felt myself moving us towards my bed, you can clearly notice she is armature with the way she kisses but can still feel the hunger she has, I don't mind satiating the hunger and being her mentor. Once we hit bed something unexpected happen, a memory of miracle flashed on my mind, and it is when she was angry at me for saying I wanted to be like Henry, I jerked up from bed surprising Ada.
"We shouldn't be doing this," I said panting, it made Ada cowered as she sat up and lowered her head.
"I know, I don't know what's wrong with me, I even know of your playboy life, but I can't keep you out of my mind," she said and I heard her sobbing, how innocent, I sighed and came closer.
"I can understand, but you don't love me, you admire me, am like the whole package, but dear am not someone you would like to be with, your heart can't endure it," I said, she looked at me with her wet eyes. I know she will find love, someone better but now she has to focus on her life cause I don't want her to mess her life up.
"What am I going to do," she asked truthfully I don't know but it's my duty to reply her.
"Focus on yourself, invest your time in being the best of yourself, don't think of guys not even me, make yourself someone that can't easily be reached, make the guys crawl on their feet" I said, I know if she take my advice it will make her better but it will also make her reject boys offer and make it difficult for her to experience love life. But it's best for now.
"Thanks, Boss," she said wiping her tears "Truthfully, you're my first crush" she giggled "for a playboy, you sure give a piece of nice advice," she said smiling I smiled too.
"Cause I have to take care of you," I said and she smiles then stood up to leave, its the best option, she then turns as she reached the door.
"You should also take your own advice," She said and left.
I slumped on the bed as I once again thanked miracle for the safe, I wonder what she will think of me now, suddenly I feel so dirty. I slept off tonight only to continue seeing Miracle in my dreams.
At today's tutor Ada listened earnestly, well that's her usual character but she left immediately after the session, I guess she's avoiding me, its better that way as long as she handles the feelings she has for me.
I meant Jennifer on my way back, she is a girl I met at Koffi, I already had her so am no longer interested in having her again, the fact is am no longer interested in having anyone, I rather go back to the past and spend a day with Miracle.
"Hi Harry," She said as we got close.
"Hello Jenny" I replied,
"You're avoiding me" she stated it's true, am avoiding everybody,
"Am dealing with some stuff lately" I answered, she scoffed.
"Don't forget to have fun no matter the stuff" she Said and walked away, that's the thing about Jenny, she's all about the fun, unfortunately, I need more than that.
I went home tired, though I did nothing out of the ordinary, am just tired, after eating and resting I brought out my diary to update it.
Dear Dairy
Saying it bluntly, am bored, the game is getting too lame, I easily get girls, no challenge, no fun just party, and having slept with several girls, they all taste the same, none of them is enough to rival my first day and its quite disappointing. I never thought I would say this, I miss my old days when I can be at the library and not have girls all over me, or sit alone in one of school bench and enjoy the quietness.
Another thing I have been thinking of Miracle lately, I really need someone close to share my experience with, I tried searching her up on facebook, I found many Miracle but not her or maybe I did but couldn't recognize her or I gave up before her profile came up.
Miracle brought out the best in me, always helping me and fighting my battles, I was such a weakling then. I never mind getting behind her when my bullies came, but even with all her strength, she knows when to run and avoid a fight. She said it better to run than end up in the hospital, luckily I got stronger after she left, I guess I was just angry so whoever crosses my path get trashed, am also trashed as well but fighting earned me respect so the bullies left me.
I once got angry when our teacher said that Miracle won't play the role of my Queen in our school drama that Vicky is more beautiful, its true Vicky is really pretty but Miracle is a beautiful soul, that makes her a million times prettier than Vicky, if only they saw what I see every day in her. I refused the King role with the excuse that I might not make it that day.
Miracle has always been that ray of sunshine to me if only I have ways to contact her she would really brighten my day. Most times I wonder if she was my first crush or just friend, we were too young to understand the feelings of the heart. I hope to bring back the fun to my life diary, bye for now.
I closed it up and called Henry, he picked up after the second ring.
"Hello Cuz" He answered in a sad tone.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Ada found out about my life" he replied, that was the last thing he wanted, "and I have even stopped that life, it's this stupid Clair that caused it" he fumed
"Who's Clair?" I asked.
"The first girl you saw making out with me" he replied and I started laughing "not funny man"
"Finally you got the name right," I said and he just hissed "what happened?" I asked.
"I stopped meeting her or any other girl for that matter, other girls stopped pestering me but she didn't" he sighed "so yesterday I was with Ada playing game having the best time, the idiot barged it, Mirabel forgot to lock the door as she left" Mirabel is his kid sister, she is back with their parents
"When she walked in seeing me with Ada, she started spewing nonsense and Ada asked who she was, instead of her to just say her name and go, she started talking how she is one of my girlfriend and how I have lots of girls and stuff, how I play around" I can sense his frustration
"Dude I spent a lot of effort to hide that part of me from Ada," he said and I know.
"Then why didn't you deny it," I asked not that it's the right thing.
"I could've, but I think it's best she knows the truth, she left my house in tears and has refused to see me or pick my calls, I wonder why she's angry she's not even my girlfriend, why am i even angry and sad, in fact, I don't care" he stated
"She's angry because she feels something for you, you hid it from her because you also have feelings for her that's why you're also mad now," I said, I predicted this.
"I feel nothing for her, she is just a friend's sister," he said still lying to himself.
"One day you will accept the truth," I said and heard him sigh
"So what's up with your life?" he asked, I shrugged.
"Nothing much, just hoping to get it interesting since the life of a player no longer interests me," I said and he giggles.
"I can understand bro," he said, we talked more about movies before hanging up.
One day he will realize and accept his feelings for Ada I hope it won't be too late then, I jealous him at least he has someone to stir up his feelings and get him mad, I don't have such person now, sadly.
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