Sacrifice

Chapter 2
Should I describe my feelings right now, well am feeling many things I can't really describe them all, dizzy, hot, shy, self conscious, only to name a few. But the highest is that I can feel my resolution falling, you know like a child that made up his mind to save his allowance only to see himself buying candy cause he just can't resist it. That's my situation now, am like that child, and the guy before me is the candy.
"The glutton is my brother" I heard Lydia said laughing, I just nod my head cause I lost my voice. He waved and smiled, which a bit comical cause of the food.
"Am Peter" He said after he swallowed showing me he is extremely handsome, hellooo handsome
"Am Tonia" I said, luckily I found my voice, good I got hold of myself, am the one that is suppose to affect guys not tthe other way round.  Time to get my game on and make him high on hormones, I thought to myself. So I tried to lock gaze with him, advice ladies it always get a guy, so when you want to seduce a guy without getting half naked or something like that, just make sure to catch his eyes, when you're sure he is also looking at you give him a warm smile, look down as if you're  shy then look back at him, guys never forget a lady that smile at them.  Do it and he will soon approach you, guys are hormonal. So I tried the same principal with peter, he was talking with his sister so I kept looking at him, unfortunately he didn't look my way, like I don't exist and it starting to piss me off making me want him more.
"Wow you guys have nice TV" I said trying to join the conversation, seriously that's the best I came up with.
"Thanks, we bought it last month" Lydia replied and Peter still didn't look my way, am now furious, he's already done with the food so nothing is preventing him from looking my way. I get it, he is shy, awwww how cute.
"So where is your twins" I asked him directly, I have to be the strong girl
"He is at the field" he answered looking my way, finally, I got his attention, I smiled, you know like that kind of smile you only give your crush, but he didn't give me the reaction I was hoping, insteading of smiling back or winking he just looked a way with a bored expression.
"Am leaving Lyd" He said to Lydia and stood up to leave, did he just turn me down, wait don't tell me he is a gay, cause their is no how a sane guy could resist my cute seduction.
"Come back on time" She said and he left. Am feeling defeated. Am now red with rage, who does he think he is, I will get him, unless he is gay. Wait am I not suppose to avoid men at all cost, better leave him be than regret it later.
"Come on" Lydia said and I followed her, "this is my room" she said, its nice, very neat, I saw her novels packed one side, she really is a novel lover, "so which one would you like to take" she said as she crouch down looking for the novel to give me. I just stood there thinking about the handsome boy I saw,
"Are you listening" I heard Lydia called, I smiled and gave her my attention, "if you're fawning over my brother, I advice you stop" she said like its a normal thing, I felt my face heat up, not by rage but embarrassment. How could I be so noticeable.
"No am not" I tried to deny it hiving out a dry laugh, she just shrugged "but why am I to keep away" I asked, girl curiosity.
"Many girls have done so but non actually got his attention, I started to think he was gay, I even did some spying to make sure, with all the information I got I can to conclude, that he is asexual" She said like she is a good spy. I laughed, asexual, that's something you find in animals.
"You can't be serious" I said, She smiled,
"If you say so" she said and brought out a book.
"Here" she said handing me, a novel, its a foreign novel, I looked at the tittle Dark Angels,
"You will enjoy it" she said and I just nodded, I doubt.
"I will be leaving, my mom will soon be back" I said and she escorted me out. On getting to the front door we saw another cute guy, but not as peter.
"Paul" she called, oh this is the other twins.
"Smallie"He called then looked at me and smile, that's nice. I returned the gesture "where is Peter" He asked
"He went out" she answered
"So who is the beauty beside you" he asked, now someone is a gentleman.
"She Tonia, pure next door neighbor" Lydia answered smiling, I smiled too
"I welcome you pretty one" he said with a bow, I smiled
"Thanks, I will be leaving Lyd" I said and went on my way, I wish Peter was this half nice, I said and smiled as I remember Lydia and her asexual theory.